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Iggy :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 2 2 Aleka :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 1 0 Solitude :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 2 2 Butterfly Bouquet :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 0 0 Little Piece of Samoa in an Auckland corner. :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 0 0 Samoht Trudging. :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 0 0
Time to let go, not ready to f
Time to let go, not ready to forgive because it hurt too much.
But I want to let it go. Let God, let time, let karma, let conscience, let life see it and create and find the peace it needs.
Can't hold it on my shoulders any more. It's not ok, none of it is, but there are so many things in life that you can not control and the epiphanies that both of us need will come.
You have a lot of growing to do, I have a lot of life to live and miles and miles of pathways that I can follow, change course from and move forward. You do too. But I imagine you may move slower even if you think you're moving faster- you have too much weight holding down your legs, so much weight that has ripped off the wings I thought you had. You're human now. Untill you stop to reach down and untie the binds and bagage, ignoring them will not make them lighter, they'll stay put.
I dislike you for the course of events that went wrong. I love you deep down for all the things that you did right and despite what you may
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I saw you today and I couldn't pass you by, I ran across road for you, drawn in like a wave reaching to the shore.
How beautiful it was to say your name, my friend, you don't know how happy I was to see you. A constant smile on my face the whole time, I felt lit up from within, so positive and full of love I just wanted to go out and do good for the world.
My aged heart so grey and slow feels alive and young full of what can only be described as health.
It beats faster                   lighter.
               and makes me feel
You are an extraordinary person, to give people feelings like this. An artist, a good man, inspiration walking. My hands were itching to write tales, to describe in the most dulcet of words how bright I felt. I was lifted. I was an artist awakened.
I am an awakened artist .. and you were generous enough and gentle enough to wake me. I could never thank you enough.
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I am porcelain. I sit in a dark room, lamp lit. I open my curtains because I want to see more of this night. I'm trying to let more of it in. I'm trying to get used to something I thought I never would have to again. But its back. I can't take another let down. Not this night. Maybe I'm unstable. Maybe I'm confused. What ever I am will change in the next hour or so. Thats ok.
I just need what every human needs. A little bit of affection.
It's hard loving a woman like me. But thank you to anyone that has tried. You are a gift..
          ..And I truely appreciate you.
Even if I did lose you through the threads and holes in my hand bag somewhere along the way. I never forgot you. I climb walls looking for you and search mirror fragments to find your eyes. Soon.
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The Cherries :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 2 0 First Dance... :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 2 0 Baby :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 1 1 A Pfiend creation :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 0 0 Kirsten :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 1 1 Contrast :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 0 6 Bath Tub Freak _ First aid :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 5 3


The Flying Jug Poster :icontobyba:tobyba 1 1 When in Hong Kong... :iconstuckwithpins:stuckwithpins 410 84 Pin-up :iconcamino-0:Camino-0 3,829 237 Battlestations Midway pin-up 2 :iconhenning:henning 4,648 294
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Mad Love: TDK Joker and Harley :iconrnlaing:rnlaing 2,329 445
jumping fish :iconperazaphoto:perazaphoto 5 5 sailor girl :iconvioletscar:violetscar 47 3 Grrrrowl :iconvioletscar:violetscar 48 16
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Crouching :iconvioletscar:violetscar 77 8
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Raunchy :iconvioletscar:violetscar 139 6
something a little different 2 :iconvioletscar:violetscar 95 7
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devolution magazine poster :iconvioletscar:violetscar 43 6
stripy :iconvioletscar:violetscar 135 23 The Seven Deadly Sins: AVARICE :icondahlig:dahlig 37,820 2,152 Sailor Saturn :iconlimkis:LimKis 9,110 546 Ouran: Hide and Seek :iconbehindinfinity:behindinfinity 6,880 727



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Neutralization Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2013
welcome back :D
umkirstn Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks :)
stuckwithpins Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2009  Professional General Artist
Thanks so much for the fav. :hug:
Rico24 Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2009
Wow fantastic gallery and thx for faving me:-)
LawrenceDeDark Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2008
Thank you for the :+fav:

tobyba Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2008
boo hun :p
umkirstn Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
boo yourself Tobz :D
tobyba Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2008
:o wow shock horror! :O
umkirstn Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
you betcha ;)
Liddella Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2008
Thank you for the favourite!
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