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Iggy by umkirstn Iggy :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 2 2 Aleka by umkirstn Aleka :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 1 0 Solitude by umkirstn Solitude :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 2 2 Butterfly Bouquet by umkirstn Butterfly Bouquet :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 0 0 Little Piece of Samoa in an Auckland corner. by umkirstn Little Piece of Samoa in an Auckland corner. :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 0 0 Samoht Trudging. by umkirstn Samoht Trudging. :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 0 0
Time to let go, not ready to f
Time to let go, not ready to forgive because it hurt too much.
But I want to let it go. Let God, let time, let karma, let conscience, let life see it and create and find the peace it needs.
Can't hold it on my shoulders any more. It's not ok, none of it is, but there are so many things in life that you can not control and the epiphanies that both of us need will come.
You have a lot of growing to do, I have a lot of life to live and miles and miles of pathways that I can follow, change course from and move forward. You do too. But I imagine you may move slower even if you think you're moving faster- you have too much weight holding down your legs, so much weight that has ripped off the wings I thought you had. You're human now. Untill you stop to reach down and untie the binds and bagage, ignoring them will not make them lighter, they'll stay put.
I dislike you for the course of events that went wrong. I love you deep down for all the things that you did right and despite what you may
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I saw you today and I couldn't pass you by, I ran across road for you, drawn in like a wave reaching to the shore.
How beautiful it was to say your name, my friend, you don't know how happy I was to see you. A constant smile on my face the whole time, I felt lit up from within, so positive and full of love I just wanted to go out and do good for the world.
My aged heart so grey and slow feels alive and young full of what can only be described as health.
It beats faster                   lighter.
               and makes me feel
You are an extraordinary person, to give people feelings like this. An artist, a good man, inspiration walking. My hands were itching to write tales, to describe in the most dulcet of words how bright I felt. I was lifted. I was an artist awakened.
I am an awakened artist .. and you were generous enough and gentle enough to wake me. I could never thank you enough.
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I am porcelain. I sit in a dark room, lamp lit. I open my curtains because I want to see more of this night. I'm trying to let more of it in. I'm trying to get used to something I thought I never would have to again. But its back. I can't take another let down. Not this night. Maybe I'm unstable. Maybe I'm confused. What ever I am will change in the next hour or so. Thats ok.
I just need what every human needs. A little bit of affection.
It's hard loving a woman like me. But thank you to anyone that has tried. You are a gift..
          ..And I truely appreciate you.
Even if I did lose you through the threads and holes in my hand bag somewhere along the way. I never forgot you. I climb walls looking for you and search mirror fragments to find your eyes. Soon.
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The Cherries by umkirstn The Cherries :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 2 0 First Dance... by umkirstn First Dance... :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 2 0 Baby by umkirstn Baby :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 1 1 A Pfiend creation by umkirstn A Pfiend creation :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 0 0 Kirsten by umkirstn Kirsten :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 1 1 Contrast by umkirstn Contrast :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 0 6 Bath Tub Freak _ First aid by umkirstn Bath Tub Freak _ First aid :iconumkirstn:umkirstn 5 3


The Flying Jug Poster by tobyba The Flying Jug Poster :icontobyba:tobyba 1 1 When in Hong Kong... by stuckwithpins When in Hong Kong... :iconstuckwithpins:stuckwithpins 409 84 Pin-up by Camino-0 Pin-up :iconcamino-0:Camino-0 3,836 240 Battlestations Midway pin-up 2 by henning Battlestations Midway pin-up 2 :iconhenning:henning 4,666 295 Mad Love: TDK Joker and Harley by rnlaing
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Mad Love: TDK Joker and Harley :iconrnlaing:rnlaing 2,325 445
jumping fish by perazaphoto jumping fish :iconperazaphoto:perazaphoto 5 5 sailor girl by violetscar sailor girl :iconvioletscar:violetscar 47 3 Grrrrowl by violetscar Grrrrowl :iconvioletscar:violetscar 48 16 Crouching by violetscar
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Crouching :iconvioletscar:violetscar 77 8
Raunchy by violetscar
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Raunchy :iconvioletscar:violetscar 140 6
something a little different 2 by violetscar something a little different 2 :iconvioletscar:violetscar 95 7 devolution magazine poster by violetscar
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devolution magazine poster :iconvioletscar:violetscar 43 6
stripy by violetscar stripy :iconvioletscar:violetscar 135 23 The Seven Deadly Sins: AVARICE by dahlig The Seven Deadly Sins: AVARICE :icondahlig:dahlig 37,825 2,153 Sailor Saturn by LimKis Sailor Saturn :iconlimkis:LimKis 9,111 546 Ouran: Hide and Seek by behindinfinity Ouran: Hide and Seek :iconbehindinfinity:behindinfinity 6,867 727



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Neutralization Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2013
welcome back :D
umkirstn Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks :)
stuckwithpins Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2009  Professional General Artist
Thanks so much for the fav. :hug:
Rico24 Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2009
Wow fantastic gallery and thx for faving me:-)
LawrenceDeDark Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2008
Thank you for the :+fav:

tobyba Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2008
boo hun :p
umkirstn Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
boo yourself Tobz :D
tobyba Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2008
:o wow shock horror! :O
umkirstn Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2008  Hobbyist General Artist
you betcha ;)
Liddella Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2008
Thank you for the favourite!
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